TheWillpowerPodcast
Sobriety podcast featuring real addiction recovery stories and practical tools that actually work.
I'm Will Gordon. Boston school teacher, two-time organ transplant survivor, and a guy who used to hide vodka bottles in places I don't even like remembering.
At 35, my liver and kidneys were done. Doctors said weeks, maybe less. Transplants gave me a second shot. Sobriety gave me everything else.
This isn't some shiny recovery show. It's raw conversations about what addiction actually feels like, how messy getting sober really is, and the quiet moments that slowly pull you back to life.
Every Friday I talk with people who've been to the edge - some still hanging on by their fingernails - and we unpack the doubts, the small wins, the tools that actually work when everything else fails.
If you're fighting cravings, questioning if it's worth it, or just need to hear someone who gets it... this is for you.
Real stories. Real tools. No bullshit.
AND ALWAYS with Respect and Compassion.
đ§ New Episodes Every Friday: One listen could reframe your life.
đ Every donation helps keep this content going and reaching the people who need it most. â https://buymeacoffee.com/thewillpowerpodcast
JOIN THE MOVEMENT:
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YouTube: @TheWillpowerPodcast (full video epsâsubscribe for the visuals that hit harder).
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Audio Platforms: Spotify, Apple Podcasts, Audible
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Instagram: @thewillpowerpodcast (daily Reels, tips, and community vibes).
- TikTok: @willgordonsober
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Connect Direct: thewillpowerpodcast@gmail.com. Book a FREE 30-minute sober mentoring session via my Calendly (link in IG bio too)âlet's chat if you're ready to flip the script.
"Your greatest comeback starts the moment you decide it's possible." Â Feel that pull? Hit play. One story could change your lens. Subscribe, and letâs build something unstoppable.Â
Episodes

Saturday Sep 06, 2025
Saturday Sep 06, 2025
Jacob Schulze (@feel.sober.good) opens up about pandemic drinking, hiding alcohol, âshow drinks,â liver cirrhosis symptoms, a MELD score near transplant rangeâand why he chose a different path.We talk boredom triggers, daily drinking creeping to dependence, jaundice and leg pain, faith, functional approaches, and what early labs (CMP/CBC) can reveal.If youâre struggling with alcohol, this conversation is hope in long form.đ˘ Subscribe for more real recovery stories & tools: The Willpower Podcast with Will Gordon.đ§ Full audio on Spotify & Apple Podcasts.đ Safety note: Weâre sharing personal experiences, not medical advice. If youâre trying to quit, seek medical careâalcohol withdrawal can be dangerous.đ§Ľ RCVR Apparel: Rock recovery-inspired gear with pride.Save 10% with code thewillpowerpodcast at rcvrbrand.com/thewillpowerpodcastđ Liver Medic Supplements: Feel your best with natural liver support.Use code THEWILLPOWERPODCAST10off for 10% off at livermedic.com/discount/THEWILLPOWERPODCAST10offđ¤ AMPLIFY Sober Voices (Jan 15, 2026): Join sober creators at Podfest 2026.Get $20 off with code WILL at amplify.soberliferocks.com

Friday Aug 15, 2025
Friday Aug 15, 2025
From MVP seasons overseas to sleeping on his momâs couch â former pro basketball player Travis Reed has lived the highs and the crushing lows of life after sports.In this powerful episode of The Willpower Podcast, Travis opens up about growing up in South Central LA, winning championships in Europe, and the depression and drinking that followed his forced retirement. He shares the night his mother literally saved his life, how he found purpose again, and why heâs dedicated to helping athletes feel less alone after their careers end.đŻ In this conversation:What happens when the checks stop coming and the lights go outHow post-career depression can hit even the most successful athletesThe dangerous spiral from stress to alcohol abuseThe moment that pulled him back from the brinkWhy every athlete should have access to a therapistLife lessons from playing in 7 countries over 10 yearsTravisâs story is a raw reminder that mental health is just as important as physical health â and that no matter how far youâve fallen, you can rise again.#AthleteMentalHealth #AddictionRecovery #WillpowerPodcast #TravisReed #LifeAfterSports #SobrietyJourney #MentalToughness #OverseasBasketball #DepressionRecovery #RedemptionStory

Friday Aug 08, 2025
Friday Aug 08, 2025
What happens when a pro boxer, chess player, and physicist walks away from alcohol for good? In this raw and powerful conversation, Ed Latimore (@EdLatimore) joins The Willpower Podcast to share how he went from growing up in the projects of Pittsburgh to building a life of discipline, purpose, and sobriety.Ed has been sober since 2013. Heâs a former professional heavyweight boxer, a physics graduate, a competitive chess player, and the bestselling author of Sober Letters to My Drunken Self and Hard Lessons from the Hurt Business. His journey is nothing short of incredible â and packed with life-changing lessons.đŻ Topics we cover:Why he quit alcohol â and what really helped him stay soberHow addiction is tied to rejection, trauma, and identityThe importance of tribe, self-respect, and structureWhat boxing taught him about fear, willpower, and mindsetHow he rewired his life through discipline and learningđ Books by Ed Latimore:Sober Letters to My Drunken SelfHard Lessons from the Hurt Business: Boxing and the Art of Lifeđ Also available on Spotify & Apple Podcasts â Search The Willpower Podcastđ§Ľ RCVR Apparel: Celebrate resilience with RCVRâs stylish, recovery-inspired clothing.Save 10% with code thewillpowerpodcast at rcvrbrand.com/thewillpowerpodcastđ Liver Medic Supplements: Feel your best with natural liver support.Use code THEWILLPOWERPODCAST10off for 10% off at livermedic.com/discount/THEWILLPOWERPODCAST10offđ¤ AMPLIFY Sober Voices (Jan 15, 2026): Join sober creators at Podfest 2026.Get $20 off with code WILL at amplify.soberliferocks.com

Friday Aug 01, 2025
Friday Aug 01, 2025
How do you rebuild your life after alcohol has taken everything? In this powerful episode of The Willpower Podcast, certified Jay Shetty life coach Luke Ryan (@dadonthemox) shares his raw, unfiltered journey from working in the liquor industry to becoming a sober father, coach, and advocate for recovery.Luke opens up about starting to drink at age 10, his battles with depression, relapse, and what finally made him commit to sobriety for good. His story is one of transformation, accountability, and learning how to love himself again â not just for his own healing, but for his children.đĽ This episode of the Willpower Podcast is raw, honest, and packed with tools for anyone battling addiction, burnout, or a loss of identity.WHAT YOUâLL LEARN IN THIS EPISODE:- What âdrinking with purposeâ really means- How hitting rock bottom doesnât always look dramatic â sometimes itâs your daughter crying in the back seat- Why healing trauma is essential for lasting sobriety- How self-love, nature, and solitude became Lukeâs medicine- What sober parenting & co-parenting looks like post-recovery- Why recovering out loud can change someone elseâs lifeđĽ QUOTES TO REMEMBER:âSobriety is job one.ââYou canât heal if youâre hiding.ââReal connection doesnât happen in a blackout.âđŻ Whether youâre 30 days sober or just thinking about quitting alcohol, this conversation is for you. Lukeâs story proves that itâs never too late to change, forgive yourself, and design a life you're proud of.đ˛ DM Luke on Instagram: @dadonthemoxđď¸ Follow & subscribe for more episodes like this.

Friday Jul 25, 2025
Friday Jul 25, 2025
From postpartum depression to addiction and alcoholism, Danielleâs recovery journey proves that even the darkest paths can lead to purpose.Danielleâs story isnât one of trauma in childhoodâbut of how addiction can quietly creep in through postpartum depression, emotional abuse, and untreated trauma. From pills to alcohol, psych wards to jail, and now on the path to becoming an addiction counselor, Danielleâs story is a powerful reminder that addiction does not discriminate.đď¸ In this episode of The Willpower Podcast, Danielle shares:- How a strict, loving childhood turned into addiction chaos- The reality of postpartum depression and cultural stigma- Living with hidden addiction while raising 4 kids- Alcohol withdrawal, cold turkey, and survival- How one doctor changed everything- Finding purpose through faith and recoveryđŠâđ§âđŚ Now sober since 2019, Danielle is speaking out to help other women, mothers, and Muslims who feel alone in their addiction. Her courage, honesty, and strength are unforgettable.đ˛ Follow Danielle on Instagram: @daniellemalladđŹ Like, comment, and share this storyâsomeone needs it.đ Subscribe for more real recovery stories weekly!

Friday Jul 11, 2025
Friday Jul 11, 2025
Liver cirrhosis and stage 3 liver failure nearly took Aaronâs life. This powerful alcohol recovery story follows his liver transplant journey, revealing the toll of alcoholic liver diseaseâand the courage it takes to survive.â ď¸ What happens when addiction collides with traumaâand the damage canât be reversed?đď¸ In this emotional and raw episode of the Willpower Podcast, Aaron opens up about the devastating effects of extreme drinking, his diagnosis of stage 3 liver failure, and his current fight for survival. From hepatic encephalopathy to paracentesis procedures, this is a firsthand look at the brutal reality of liver disease caused by alcohol.đ Topics we explore:1. The trauma behind addiction and substance abuse2. What hepatic encephalopathy actually feels like3. How paracentesis procedures work (13 liters of fluid!)4. How sobriety transformation can beginâeven after it seems too late5. The emotional weight of waiting for a liver transplantđŁ Like, share, and subscribe for more raw, real recovery stories that remind us: youâre never too far gone to turn things around.đ If you believe in the mission of spreading hope and healing through real recovery stories, please consider donating to the podcast. Every dollar helps keep this content going and reaching the people who need it most. â [https://buymeacoffee.com/thewillpowerpodcast]

Thursday Jun 26, 2025
Thursday Jun 26, 2025
From DUI and fake pee to a thriving sobriety coaching practice, Kate Vitelaâs recovery story is as raw and real as it gets. In this emotional episode of the Willpower Podcast, Kate shares how she lost everything â her job, her license, her identity â and rebuilt her life through honesty, support, and the power of neuroplasticity.đĽ Kate is a nurse, sobriety coach, and host of the podcast Rewired Sober. She opens up about her hidden struggles with alcohol, her time in a psychiatric facility, the turning point that led her to AA and community support, and how she helps others find individualized recovery plans through rewiring the brain for sobriety.đ§ Whether you're facing addiction, burnout, shame, or a feeling of being stuck â this episode will meet you where you are and help you take the next step.

Friday Jun 20, 2025
Friday Jun 20, 2025
How do you build real confidence without alcohol? đŞ In this episode, sober coach Bo Green shares powerful routines, mindset shifts, and relapse recovery tools that helped him build unshakable sober confidence and quit drinking for good.đď¸ This honest conversation dives deep into how to quit drinking, morning routines for mental health, and what it means to build your identity without needing alcohol or weed. Bo reveals the exact tools he uses â like journaling for sobriety, breathwork, and meditation practices â to help others become their most confident, sober selves.⨠Whether youâre struggling with addiction, starting your sober journey, or just want to upgrade your mental health and energy, this episode offers real, practical wisdom you can apply today.đĽ Topics covered:- How to build confidence without alcohol- Creating a powerful morning routine đ - What to do when you relapse (mindset shift!)- Using meditation and journaling to stay grounded- How to rewire your confidence and social habits đ§ -The truth about sober lifestyle transformationđŻ Boâs mission? Help 100,000 people become sober and confident by 2028 â and you could be one of them.đ Get inspired to rewrite your story, live aligned with your values, and finally become the confident, centered version of yourself.

Friday May 30, 2025
Friday May 30, 2025
Addiction took Samantha from meth to motherhood, DJ booths to jail cellsâand back again. This is her raw, unfiltered story of redemption.đ In this episode of The Willpower Podcast, Samantha Lander joins host Will Gordon to share her unbelievable journey from homelessness and a federal prison sentence to becoming a functional diagnostic nutritionist helping women heal.đĽ Samantha opens up about:Relapsing after 13 years soberNavigating addiction while battling infertility and postpartum challengesFacing a SWAT raid after selling drugs in LAFinding emotional healing in federal prisonReclaiming her purpose through gut health and sober livingđ§ She breaks down how gut health and hormone imbalances can derail recoveryâand how alcohol, even in small amounts, wreaks havoc on the body and mind.đą Now sober and thriving, Samantha runs a wellness business, throws alcohol-free events, and helps others find peace through functional health and nutritional therapy.đŁ Like, share, and subscribe for more raw, real recovery stories that remind us: youâre never too far gone to turn things around.đ If you believe in the mission of spreading hope and healing through real recovery stories, please consider donating to the podcast. Every dollar helps keep this content going and reaching the people who need it most.https://buymeacoffee.com/thewillpowerpodcast

Friday May 23, 2025
Friday May 23, 2025
Alcohol addiction nearly took everything from Marioâincluding his life. At 24, he hit rock bottom. This is how early sobriety saved him.đť In this raw episode of The Willpower Podcast, Will Gordon sits down with Mario Bencivenga, a Long Island native who opens up about his path from blackout drinking and college binges to authentic sobriety and emotional healing.đ§ Diagnosed with ADHD and battling anxiety, Mario used alcohol as a coping mechanism. The social pressure of drinking culture and a breakup spiraled into self-destructionâculminating in dangerous behavior, lost identity, and suicidal thoughts.⥠But everything changed when he said the words: âJust donât drink today.âToday, Mario is sober, self-aware, and using his story to inspire young adults in addiction recovery. Heâs writing a book and pursuing a career in mental health counseling to help others rediscover joy and self-acceptance.đą Early sobriety is hard. But life on the other side? Worth it.









